Showing posts with label all too human. Show all posts
Showing posts with label all too human. Show all posts

Friday, December 15, 2017

When the fangs come out

In the last few weeks, I have been reminded of something. I have a very unenlightened reaction to certain stimuli. Of particular note, my reaction to a male attacking a female is barbaric.

And so, I am writing to my brothers.

Perhaps your reactions are different than mine.  Let me put it simply.  I am far from a violent man.  However, a male that raises his hand to a female is not a man; he is something to be knocked down.  If a male would dare to force himself upon a female, he has turned against himself and against us all.

I am very capable of embracing vengeance.  I am very capable of giving in to anger.  I am very capable of turning a blind eye to vigilante justice.  I am very capable of considering horrible treatment of other human beings.  A male attacking a female causes all of these effects.

We need to remember what we are. When a predator appears, we don't invite it in. We stand between it and what we hold dear.  We stand up so that others have the courage to.  We stand up so that those that can't are protected.  We stand because it is what we are.


Perhaps my views are antiquated.  I accept that and embrace them.  I know very well my sisters are not waiting for some "white knight".  I have no desire to be anyone's "white knight".  I want us all to be better.  I want us to weed out those that make us lesser.  I want to live in a world where I can call all men my brothers.

Friday, August 15, 2014

There will be good days and bad days

I have only vague memories of heartache.  What I remember much more clearly is knowing that you are the source of another's heartache.  I remember the tears in others' eyes...  The tears I caused.  I will never forget those.  In truth, I will not allow myself to do so.

But no life is free from pain.  Well, no life worth living.

We are amazingly resilient creatures by and large.  We are designed to be tempered.  This is much clearer in the physical world.  Our skin forms callouses.  Our muscles tear and are rebuilt stronger than before.  Obviously we are limited, but one of the things that I find beautiful about us is that we keep getting back up.

The psyche has its own injuries.  Its own scars and forms of healing.

I'm going to recall past injuries and the recovery that followed each.  I am going to let time pass.  I'm going to keep getting up.  Some days that is more difficult than others.


Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Coming to realizations...

I think there are a lot of things I never understood.  Seeing them now does make me wish that I paid more attention.  I don't really think I've blocked out my emotions.  I don't really think I've repressed them.  I don't even really think I'm not in touch with them.  I don't know what I think anymore.

There are just so many things I heard others express that didn't effect me.  It wasn't hard for me to "go away" to college.  My family has been scattered to several different states and two continents.  It really didn't effect me the same way as it did others.

I've wanted to be independent for as long as I can remember.  Change and even failure never scared me.  I sort of anticipated both.  I don't even know if I had something to prove anymore.  I just know that I wanted to be something that others could lean on.  Something that could be counted on.  Something that could not be stopped.  Something great.  I will never let myself be less than that.  I guess somewhere along the way, I started viewing too many things as weaknesses.  I don't know.  But what I've become isn't great.  It isn't something that others lean on.

In the end, history will forget me.  This is the lot of us all.  I will not change the world.  I don't know if I even want to anymore.   But, there have always been far more important things.  If you'll excuse me, I'm going to go work on some of those.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Humans are amazing creatures...

And again I find myself onboard a collection of metals and man-made materials soaring through the air. If anyone ever doubted human ingenuity, they need only travel commercially. Hundreds of people traveling 100s of miles in an hour. An infant can make a trek that was considered impossible 100 years ago. Interplanetary travel is possible although not yet practical. We can outrun the cheetah, outfly the eagle, outswim the shark. The elements bend to our whim. We have conquered the planet so completely that we have done damage to it. But, we learn; that is our gift; that is the single thing that allowed us to conquer. It saddens me when others think we cannot continue to learn. You can easily find detractors of the steps taken, but "carbon footprint" was an abstract notion discussed among small circles ten years ago. The number of solar and wind installations continues to imcrease. We are learning to live within our means... slowly, maybe, but that depends on the time scale used. It took us millions of years to start any civilizations of note, thousands more to harness steam power, hundreds more to gain powered flight, decades more to split an atom, years more to harness an atom's energy... We now act as if our reliance on fossil fuels always was and always will be. That the modern day rail barons will be able to stop progress when their predecessors could not. We, like every generation before us, think that the variables will not change. We imagine that controlled fusion is impossible because we haven't figured it out in a few years. We imagine that the electric car is being held back by some kind of conspiracy rather than consumer choice and actual technical concerns. We fantasize that the gains in efficiency in solar panels are being slowly delved out over time.

The fact of the matter is that every single human is capable of invention; that controlling the flow of information is nearly impossible. Two bike mechanics gave us flight. A patent clerk gave us relativity. An alchemist gave us the laws of motion. A special effects company gave us MRI. I would be no more surprised if MIT won the next X Prize then if a group of West Philadelphia high school students did. Modern civilization and the United States in particular have brought about a distributed base of wealth. Not as distributed as we may like, but distributed none the less. If there is a cause worth fighting for, there is someone funding that cause. Although most of the world's wealthy horde money just as their predecessors did, many realize that this is futile and have brought their influence to bear. The X Prize is a shining example of this type of entrepreneurial distribution. If you want something done, do it. If you can't do it on your own, find a group of like-minded individuals. If what you build, design, figure out, etc. has merit, someone will buy it. If you don't believe it, think about the founding of the company you work for. Although there may have been acquisitions/dispersals/etc. if you go back further, you will find an individual with an idea. The idea sold. There was no secret vote by 13 10,000,000th level Masons. There was no papal audience. Just supply and demand. Just 1 idea and customers who thought it worth paying for.

There are electric cars. Thus far, I only know of one with performance specs worth a damn. It retails for $100,000 and around 500 have been sold since its creation. There are several different methods for generating power from solar energy. None of them are all that efficient. There are dozens of battery technologies. The best ones still contain heavy metals and the organic methods don't come close. Rechargeable batteries were rare and spotty 20 years ago, now they power billons of devices and outlast the devices they are in. LEDs still aren't quite available in white and until they are, there's compact fluorescents. You want change. You don't have to make it happen. Just let others know that you are willing to pay for it. The Chevy Volt won't die because of some grand conspiracy. It will die because they can't sell it for less than $40,000. But Honda, Nissan, and Mazda see the market opening and will sell the electric-leaning hybrids. They have to in order to counter the Toyota lead. Simply put, the only thing holding it back is the perceived profit margin and a bunch of naysayers who keep waiting for a perfect solution.

There is no perpetual motion. There is no free energy. Now that we're past that, let's start embracing current innovations and stop following snake-oil salesman. You want change? Cast your vote. The ballots are measured in U.S. dollars. Figure out where you are going to spend yours.